First of all, I want to apologize for the lack of report last week. There won’t be one this week either. The reason in a word is:
If you have ever had them, you know what I am talking about. If you never have, there is no way you can imagine (at least I couldn’t imagine) what this is like. I’ve had 3rd-degree burns that didn’t hurt this bad or affect me in as many ways.
On an energetic/emotional level, this the outward sign of my emotions getting the best of me. In Michael Lincoln’s book, “Messages from the Body”, shingles represents “Generalized Dread” and “waiting for the other shoe to drop”.
I will not talk about this further in this setting but if anyone wishes to contact me privately and further discuss, feel welcome to do so.
What I will talk about here is how this experience is a stepping stone to a piece of personal change and shift in consciousness. At least that is what my gut is telling me. Could be wishful thinking too.
I need to find better ways of processing what is going around me that causes me fear and anxiety. Grounding has never been one of my strong points. Blame it on being an air sign? But this is something I am going to be paying closer attention to from now on.
I need to shift the way I do many things. Many of us do. Letting go of things past, healing past trauma, and being more in the moment, connecting more to the love energy of the universe, are all things we all need. This is what I am going to be focusing on more.
Shingles, as you probably know, run along nerves. This also affects the brain and I’ve noticed some interesting momentary problems. Sadly this seems to be affecting my ability to focus and write, so I am going to take another week away and hopefully be back with you all next week when I will actually be writing the blog on Saturday due to a planned out of town trip.
The healing process seems to be going very well but each day it different too. Please, don’t give up on me just yet. I am sure I will stop writing this blog one day, but at the moment, I don’t think that will be anytime too soon.
Please, don’t give up on me just yet. I am sure I will stop writing this blog one day, but at the moment, I don’t think that will be anytime too soon. I do reserve the right to change my fickle, female mind, however.
All the best to you and yours this weekend! Be safe in all you do. Get out there and have some FUN!